Cool!

wow, you are one sick fukk dude. Kudos!
any who Miss Kane, your dream may be about inner conflict, or just a plain weird dream.
we all have those scary dreams that are so real and make no sense.
I keep dreaming about my daughter being lost or missing and not being able to find her.
I know my dreams are focused on her because I miss her so much and havent seen her, and my greatest fear is to learn that shes missing or hurt or worse.
Dream journals sometimes help to figure out what your mind is trying to tell you. when you wake up, write it down before you forget it, and later analyse it to see if it makes sense to you.
theres tons of dream interpretation sites and books to help you translate your dreams.

On the bright side, I once had a fighting dream and woke up having punched my sleeping bf twice while dreaming that I was punching a swimming coach in silver lycra tights (go figure).

At least you didn't wake up finding you were acting out the dream.

i remmber from one dream i had i had stabbed someone in the mouth i twisted the knife over and over and as moe blood began to gurgle out i could hear the tearing sounds on cartilege. sort of the wet sound of raw meat being ripped off the bone. needless to say i awoke very hungry and slightly aroused.

do you hate it when it feels so real that you wake up feeling like you haven't slept a wink and that it actually happened to you