Quoting Noodles123:

No not some wanna be vampire fetish claiming to want to taste people's blood during awkward over dramatize sex while bumping Enigma!
 
Or the time I saw it in Mohawk73's eyes when we were at that party playing "7 minutes in heaven"...I don't want to talk about it...I mean at first I was relieved he didn't try to choose me then I was insulted...I mean have you seen my quads, glites and hamstrings?...They're majestic like if I did non-stop lunges!...(Said Noodles humbly)
 
Anyways, things falling in place being I'm one of those nerdy guys who does everything in an ""Order" list...But "Father Time" is kicking my ass.
 
I keep talking change and I move but obstacles pop up and I lose my drive because I'm content...Sometimes being content can be your enemy as you lose the "Hunger."
 
That lil spark which people see in your eye as a man or woman on a mission not just one more fat ass worrying about drinking, partying and goofing off...Those people are a dime a dozen.
 
I've forgotten to work out, I've forgotten to have real hobbies or goals and I'm keeping my brain on pseudo intellectual coma by not challenging myself mentally.
 
I'm pushing myself but become complacent so easily...I'm being honest at least...There's many here who confuse getting into dramas or messes as living interesting...No thanks...I'm talking living a lifestyle that isn't a routine or a wheel in a hamster's cage.
 
I miss being the Joker in the deck...Life is zooming by and either I stand up or I just close my eyes and become one more society drone eating banana Yoplaits while laying on the sofa, bloated while waiting for Days of our Lives to begin.
 
In Mexico people watch soaps to not think about THEIR live's, they learn to live through imaginary characters...Fuck that...Why not make your own adventures?...Used to be the one friends/coworkers used to ask questions about my weekend so they could live vicariously through me...Now I'm like a Human Ambien Pill.
 
Need to push more...Anybody feel the same thing?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

No not some wanna be vampire fetish claiming to want to taste people's blood during awkward over dramatize sex while bumping Enigma!
 
Or the time I saw it in Mohawk73's eyes when we were at that party playing "7 minutes in heaven"...I don't want to talk about it...I mean at first I was relieved he didn't try to choose me then I was insulted...I mean have you seen my quads, glites and hamstrings?...They're majestic like if I did non-stop lunges!...(Said Noodles humbly)
 
Anyways, things falling in place being I'm one of those nerdy guys who does everything in an ""Order" list...But "Father Time" is kicking my ass.
 
I keep talking change and I move but obstacles pop up and I lose my drive because I'm content...Sometimes being content can be your enemy as you lose the "Hunger."
 
That lil spark which people see in your eye as a man or woman on a mission not just one more fat ass worrying about drinking, partying and goofing off...Those people are a dime a dozen.
 
I've forgotten to work out, I've forgotten to have real hobbies or goals and I'm keeping my brain on pseudo intellectual coma by not challenging myself mentally.
 
I'm pushing myself but become complacent so easily...I'm being honest at least...There's many here who confuse getting into dramas or messes as living interesting...No thanks...I'm talking living a lifestyle that isn't a routine or a wheel in a hamster's cage.
 
I miss being the Joker in the deck...Life is zooming by and either I stand up or I just close my eyes and become one more society drone eating banana Yoplaits while laying on the sofa, bloated while waiting for Days of our Lives to begin.
 
In Mexico people watch soaps to not think about THEIR live's, they learn to live through imaginary characters...Fuck that...Why not make your own adventures?...Used to be the one friends/coworkers used to ask questions about my weekend so they could live vicariously through me...Now I'm like a Human Ambien Pill.
 
Need to push more...Anybody feel the same thing?