Blogs for naughtydarkangel.

fear

29-JUL-12

fear should never stop you from being who you are and doing what you love to do.

f**k conformity

11-JUL-12

the reward for conformity is everyone liking you except you liking yourself. conformity is for the weak minded people who are scared to stand alone and be an individual. so sgo ahead continue to be weak minded if you want just know the end result will be self hatred and a miserable unsatisfying life. so while you continue to conform i ll be living free and happy. besides i rather be alone and hated than act like someone that other people will accept. if you dont like me for me then f**k off.

be yourself who gives a shit what others think.

10-JUL-12

your life is short so dont waste it trying to be something your not. being yourself will bring you true happiness and a true sense of freedom in your life. so who gives a shit if someone doesnt like you for who you are. if someone doesnt appreciate you they are not worth your time and they dont deserve to be apart of your life. i ll end this with a quote i rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who i am not. - kurt cobain

life is short

10-JUL-12

dream as if you ll live forever, live as if you ll die today. - dean martin these are words to live by so just live and forget all the bullshit and drama. dont waste your life by being miserable just make the best out of every situation no matter how shitty it is.

r.i.p. lisa aka demonia the female sanguine

06-JUL-12

today is the 2 year anniversary of your death. i miss u so much. u were everything to me my friend my girl my lover my fellow female vamp and most of all u were like family to me. u were there when no one else was not even my real fam.for that i will forever be thankful to u and nothing will ever stop the connection i have to u not even ur death. u will forever have a place in my heart and i will always love u and never forget u and our vampiric romance.

religion is bullshit/i dont care if this offends anyone.

13-JUN-12

religion is like a prison itrobs you of your freedom.
religion is full of hypocrites who constantly tell you
not to do things but behind closed doors theyre doing the same things or worse.
religion takes away your identity and originality.
religion was created to control the masses.
religion makes you feel shame if your different from what the bible says you should be. religion leads you to believe you are demon possessed and crazy if your gay have a mental disorder or if you delight or find beauty in darkness.
religion is a bullshit contradiction.
religion is full of restriction and fairytale predictions.
religion is nothing more than delusional followers who believe in a man that they heard of from stories of fiction.

this strictly based on my experience of being born into religion and what i experienced and what alot of people i know have experienced.

my weird ass dream/trying figure out the meaning

03-JUN-12

i had a dream that i was a vampire/witch in medieval times. i dreamed that i would go around looking for young men to cast love spells on and lure back to my castle to drain them of all their blood. then one night i got caught by a village woman and she told all the village what i was doing so i ran but they hunted me down and brought me to the center of their village nailed me to a cross and set my body on fire

f**king close minded hypocrites/just need to vent

03-JUN-12

i cant stand my family they are ones who are supposed to love you unconditionally no matter what and they are turning out to be the people that judges me the most then put me down because im different and because i dont live like them. they dont like the fact im bi or the way i dress the music i like the fact that i choose to not be religious they dont like my friends or the career path i chose they always make me feel like an outcast and im sick of it because they are not perfect.. they pretty much think everything i do is wrong and they dont support anything i do no matter how goood it is,and they constantly make feel like shit and i dont know why i dont anything bad and im a good person.i normally dont care what people think of me but when im going thru it just sucks to have no one in my corner.

bite me

11-MAY-12

feeling safe in my vampires arms. laying in bed asleep as he puts his arm around me pulling me into to his cold yet seductive embrace. as he started kissing my neck i get the urge to say to him bite me my love but before i had the chance to speak he read my mind and sunk his teeth in deep. when he started to suck i felt a rush of love. a kind of love i never felt before it made me feel so safe and so secure. afterwards he drew me close and told me i love the taste of you and your soul is mine forever.

under it all/ this is what being abused can do to a person

16-MAY-12

under the cockiness insecurity. under the angelic face a tortured evil soul. under the sweetness a heart thats bitter. under the smiles anger and pain. under the strong exterior a weak mind. under the confident young woman a scared little girl. under the depression happiness being smothered and kept down. under the fight to stay alive is the wanting to give up and die.

my darling vampire/ dedicated to my first love

11-MAY-12

bite me my darling vampire.. suck and make me like you my love. we share each others blood and theres no secrets between us my darling vampire. i want to be by your side as we hunt for blood forever and always. i want to wander with you in the moonlight til daylight when we ll fall into a deep slumber in each others arms our black cold hearts pressed together my darling vampire.. as we sleep and dream of spending the rest of eternity together we will wait for darkness to fall once more. we will awaken to feed until both of our thirsts are quenched. my darling vampire.

a question for true heavy metal fans?

18-MAY-12

who do you think is the greatest metal band of all time?why? i would have to say without a doubt blacksabbath. does anyone else agree?

i need some advice. hope someone can help.

18-MAY-12

i have been dealing with depression on and off my whole life and just recently got diagnosed with anxiety disorder and i am seeing a counselor but the things she has suggested to help me cope is not helpimg and i dont want to be quick to take meds cuz i dont think i need them . i would like to know if anyone has had problems wit anxiety and how they dealt with it. some days its so bad i cant leave my house to get my get day to day things done

the beauty of the night

16-MAY-12

the darkness of the night sky is intriguing. the coolness of the night air is so inviting. the mystery of the night is always exciting. the night reminds of the power and seduction of darkness.

the night

16-MAY-12

it brings me to life. it awakens my soul. it brings me peace. it has so much mystery and beauty. it makes me forget the stress of the day.

a vampires eyes

16-MAY-12

strong enough to put you in trance. seductive enough to have you eating out of my hands. alluring enough to draw you in. sharp enough to pierce your soul and make you mine.