Just had my last cigarette of the night before retiring. Threw on my¿ motorcycle jacket before i went out and stared at my bike. *pouts* It's flipping freezing and all i want to do is jump on that bike and ride into eternity. I want to ride and get out of this place. Forget the recent misfortune of yesterday that has left me cold and caloused. Forget this and forget that. It's crazy that my life is all in all pretty damn good, yet I had allowed the closeness of another affect me so drastically. Some say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. Well, humans make me sick, at least their perceptions. More so the perception of love. Should it not be a prerequisite to explain with validity your perception of love? ugh...love can piss off !!!
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