(Author's Note:  I write in Stream of Conciousness Form)
 
As I was peeking at the people who peeked at me, I of course saw the usual people who freely admitted to be on something or hinted at having depression, social anxiety problems...There's nothing wrong with that some people are introverts some aren't.
 
What does worry me is the dependence on medication to keep us sane...There's meds if you get anxiety attacks, if you get ED, if you can't concentrate, if you're grouchy EVEN meds to stop shaking your leg if you have "Restless Leg Syndrome!"
 
WTF?  Then I remembered I take suppliments to keep muscle and energy up and many female friends take birth control pills in order to control PMS...Of course then you have the people that don't take meds but smoke pot or drink daily or hell even cigarettes...Ever been around a person who gave up cigs?...Insano time.
 
I guess we all have a crutch and I don't begrudge anyone taking meds for mood stabilizing...Hell even as I write this I'm drinking a coffee, without my 2 cups in the morn I'm grouchier than Mohawk73 at a Midget Tossing Contest yelling for people to put him down.
 
I do think there are natrual ways to balance body hormones and that too much of anything is bad...I also think anything made my Big Pharma is evil...The Adderal, Rytlin, Prozac, Zoloft etc are dangerous and what you seem to have is a bunch of people addicted to blurring reality with drugs in order to get by.
 
Diet and exercise help and honestly if someone needs to smoke out I can understand as I rather deal with a pothead than a drunk...Awhile back I hit a low point which freaked me out being I'm usually a happy go lucky kind of guy and my friends who are doctors were all take this or that...But none asked about my diet, if I had hobbies, if I drank/smoked...They went straight to medication...Fuck that...It's poison.
 
I do believe that hormones are what pushes us, made me an Alpha Male but lately I'm like a fat old tiger in a cage...Do I want to be all gunho and crazy fun with spectacular drama filled messes...No...But man was it ever fun! 
 
I need a push, a goal, a swift kick in the ass to focus...Hoping to find a middle ground where I'm chipper WITHOUT getting myself in trouble...But it's difficult like that game "Just the Tip" I mean you're either all in or not right?...Save that teasing thing for when you were 18.
 

(Author's Note:  I write in Stream of Conciousness Form)
 
As I was peeking at the people who peeked at me, I of course saw the usual people who freely admitted to be on something or hinted at having depression, social anxiety problems...There's nothing wrong with that some people are introverts some aren't.
 
What does worry me is the dependence on medication to keep us sane...There's meds if you get anxiety attacks, if you get ED, if you can't concentrate, if you're grouchy EVEN meds to stop shaking your leg if you have "Restless Leg Syndrome!"
 
WTF?  Then I remembered I take suppliments to keep muscle and energy up and many female friends take birth control pills in order to control PMS...Of course then you have the people that don't take meds but smoke pot or drink daily or hell even cigarettes...Ever been around a person who gave up cigs?...Insano time.
 
I guess we all have a crutch and I don't begrudge anyone taking meds for mood stabilizing...Hell even as I write this I'm drinking a coffee, without my 2 cups in the morn I'm grouchier than Mohawk73 at a Midget Tossing Contest yelling for people to put him down.
 
I do think there are natrual ways to balance body hormones and that too much of anything is bad...I also think anything made my Big Pharma is evil...The Adderal, Rytlin, Prozac, Zoloft etc are dangerous and what you seem to have is a bunch of people addicted to blurring reality with drugs in order to get by.
 
Diet and exercise help and honestly if someone needs to smoke out I can understand as I rather deal with a pothead than a drunk...Awhile back I hit a low point which freaked me out being I'm usually a happy go lucky kind of guy and my friends who are doctors were all take this or that...But none asked about my diet, if I had hobbies, if I drank/smoked...They went straight to medication...Fuck that...It's poison.
 
I do believe that hormones are what pushes us, made me an Alpha Male but lately I'm like a fat old tiger in a cage...Do I want to be all gunho and crazy fun with spectacular drama filled messes...No...But man was it ever fun! 
 
I need a push, a goal, a swift kick in the ass to focus...Hoping to find a middle ground where I'm chipper WITHOUT getting myself in trouble...But it's difficult like that game "Just the Tip" I mean you're either all in or not right?...Save that teasing thing for when you were 18.