Was just looking at some old stuff as I was packing and prepping for my move next month...In it were some old photos of an ex that ment alot...Funny there have been many exs but almost all came and went...And I didn't care as they cried or when I walked away...Not because I'm a stud just because I've become a lil jaded and honestly semi-cold to certain things.
When I was younger I was as sweet and naive as can be and that obviously led to many a misadventure that ended with me sad and fucked up...As I moved on I learned to cope doing the 2 things that I do best...Whore and goof around.
After a while I didn't invest emotionally in most relationships...It was good as long as it was good and if it got difficult then it was time to move on.
Finally after a loooooonnnng time I fell again and was disappointed and hurt again but all the signs that it was going to end bad were there I just CHOSE not to look at them...To assume that love conquers all and that the Disney Love Bullshit actually happens and lasts when it doesn't.
So back I went heartbroken to do what I do...This time though I met someone who was not only my equal but sweet, hot and wonderful...So I forgave...Though thoughts still flutter in my mind full of clutter I no longer shudder.
So I learned to forgive...With everything the way it is I consider myself incredibly lucky to have whom I have and be where I am and do what I do...So I guess I will Fall Foward...Stumbling and bumbling...Looking as graceful as a fat boy on rollerskates...But with a happy lil smile on my face.
A lil sad at the past but looking foward to the future.
Was just looking at some old stuff as I was packing and prepping for my move next month...In it were some old photos of an ex that ment alot...Funny there have been many exs but almost all came and went...And I didn't care as they cried or when I walked away...Not because I'm a stud just because I've become a lil jaded and honestly semi-cold to certain things.
When I was younger I was as sweet and naive as can be and that obviously led to many a misadventure that ended with me sad and fucked up...As I moved on I learned to cope doing the 2 things that I do best...Whore and goof around.
After a while I didn't invest emotionally in most relationships...It was good as long as it was good and if it got difficult then it was time to move on.
Finally after a loooooonnnng time I fell again and was disappointed and hurt again but all the signs that it was going to end bad were there I just CHOSE not to look at them...To assume that love conquers all and that the Disney Love Bullshit actually happens and lasts when it doesn't.
So back I went heartbroken to do what I do...This time though I met someone who was not only my equal but sweet, hot and wonderful...So I forgave...Though thoughts still flutter in my mind full of clutter I no longer shudder.
So I learned to forgive...With everything the way it is I consider myself incredibly lucky to have whom I have and be where I am and do what I do...So I guess I will Fall Foward...Stumbling and bumbling...Looking as graceful as a fat boy on rollerskates...But with a happy lil smile on my face.
A lil sad at the past but looking foward to the future.
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