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Quoting Noodles123:
The "Era of Flakes" seems to have arrived.
Not to me personally but that's because I usually have already prepared to not count on anyone...Which in retrospect is kinda sad...Basically I have a very small group of people I can COUNT on and I can't really expand that list not because I don't want to but because people are just WEIRD.
Seems we all want true love, honesty, a good job, good friends because we're all unique, smart, funny, loyal, faithful and witty...Errrrm if that was true then why do we allllll have such a hard time making connections, staying faithful, keeping the other person interested or attracting the right people to us?
I say we're all the Pepe Le Pews of the world who may act witty, clever and think we're "caliente" (That's "hot" for you whiteys) but we don't seem to notice how people don't get us...So we as individuals gravitate to this site looking for another like us...Same lost soul, dark knight, lonely waif but in the end we all seem to not be able to play the part of being as we see ourselves versus how we really are.
I say "ourselves" because before I got married, I looked for love but I basically jumped from one woman to another often overlapping...So I can't claim to be a White Knight if I was double dipping...I sometimes found a smart, funny, sweet, pretty woman but I often left for another whom I found more attractive.
In a way at least I didn't lie to myself but I wasn't always a good man...I was a cad, an asshole or even a lying jerk.
Why? If I know the way then WHY would I NOT follow the right path you ask?...I can blame my penis, genetics, alpha male push but in the end it was ego...The idea of risking it and romancing two women usually attractive women gave me a bit of a lift, a pep to my step, a sass to my ass.
Was I ever cheap, mean, a stalking bitter asshole or a bother?...No I took care of whomever I was with but maybe I even hurt those people worse because in the end didn't it mean they'd miss me more?...Again for the sake of ego.
It's kinda funny...Women want a man who is loyal and true but I've stolen women from guys like that even if they had the look or the money...It becomes a "They say the right thing but do the wrong thing" scenario.
I've changed for better but is it due to age or have I learned my lesson?...Well I still have my bad ways but it's comical like the old bull who thinks he's tough but falls asleep among the dandilions.
The "Era of Flakes" seems to have arrived.
Not to me personally but that's because I usually have already prepared to not count on anyone...Which in retrospect is kinda sad...Basically I have a very small group of people I can COUNT on and I can't really expand that list not because I don't want to but because people are just WEIRD.
Seems we all want true love, honesty, a good job, good friends because we're all unique, smart, funny, loyal, faithful and witty...Errrrm if that was true then why do we allllll have such a hard time making connections, staying faithful, keeping the other person interested or attracting the right people to us?
I say we're all the Pepe Le Pews of the world who may act witty, clever and think we're "caliente" (That's "hot" for you whiteys) but we don't seem to notice how people don't get us...So we as individuals gravitate to this site looking for another like us...Same lost soul, dark knight, lonely waif but in the end we all seem to not be able to play the part of being as we see ourselves versus how we really are.
I say "ourselves" because before I got married, I looked for love but I basically jumped from one woman to another often overlapping...So I can't claim to be a White Knight if I was double dipping...I sometimes found a smart, funny, sweet, pretty woman but I often left for another whom I found more attractive.
In a way at least I didn't lie to myself but I wasn't always a good man...I was a cad, an asshole or even a lying jerk.
Why? If I know the way then WHY would I NOT follow the right path you ask?...I can blame my penis, genetics, alpha male push but in the end it was ego...The idea of risking it and romancing two women usually attractive women gave me a bit of a lift, a pep to my step, a sass to my ass.
Was I ever cheap, mean, a stalking bitter asshole or a bother?...No I took care of whomever I was with but maybe I even hurt those people worse because in the end didn't it mean they'd miss me more?...Again for the sake of ego.
It's kinda funny...Women want a man who is loyal and true but I've stolen women from guys like that even if they had the look or the money...It becomes a "They say the right thing but do the wrong thing" scenario.
I've changed for better but is it due to age or have I learned my lesson?...Well I still have my bad ways but it's comical like the old bull who thinks he's tough but falls asleep among the dandilions.
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