I'm confused about my current relationship. I don't think he thinks I'm good enough. I'm far too poetic and I can reference Pablo Neruda a billion times and still he will sit there straight faced and unimpressed at my ways of expressing how I feel. He tells me he's not a romantic but still...I don't know. Maybe I'm asking for too much or perhaps my demands are just silly. We've gotten into our arguments, we both struggle with depression so it's fucking weird and hard to manage sometimes but we pull through. I don't know, I feel confused about a lot of things but the one thing that keeps me awake at night is what the hell am I doing with someone questionable? Am I trying to fix this broken boy? I told him that all I wanted was for him to be a good man/good boyfriend and he said he will. Easier said than done eh? 20th century problems...
I'm confused about my current relationship. I don't think he thinks I'm good enough. I'm far too poetic and I can reference Pablo Neruda a billion times and still he will sit there straight faced and unimpressed at my ways of expressing how I feel. He tells me he's not a romantic but still...I don't know. Maybe I'm asking for too much or perhaps my demands are just silly. We've gotten into our arguments, we both struggle with depression so it's fucking weird and hard to manage sometimes but we pull through. I don't know, I feel confused about a lot of things but the one thing that keeps me awake at night is what the hell am I doing with someone questionable? Am I trying to fix this broken boy? I told him that all I wanted was for him to be a good man/good boyfriend and he said he will. Easier said than done eh? 20th century problems...
If the person isn't amazing sometimes then it's a waste of time.
No one can be amazing ALL the time but every now and then they have to shake you up a lil and wow you...Otherwise all you're doing is passing time.
Does you heart beat hard when you see him?...Do you miss him late at night when it's cold? Not to be nasty but if you don't get "Anxious" for him then all he is seems to be good company to chase lonliness away.
"Above all be true to yourself and if you cannot put your heart in it, then take yourself out of it." -
If the person isn't amazing sometimes then it's a waste of time.
No one can be amazing ALL the time but every now and then they have to shake you up a lil and wow you...Otherwise all you're doing is passing time.
Does you heart beat hard when you see him?...Do you miss him late at night when it's cold? Not to be nasty but if you don't get "Anxious" for him then all he is seems to be good company to chase lonliness away.
"Above all be true to yourself and if you cannot put your heart in it, then take yourself out of it." -
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