quite a few times over the past few weeks have gone to post something about this then just couldn't bring myself to do it mainly because didn't want to admit I had a problem......Abigail is an amazing baby and I love her dearly but I have and still am finding things very difficult.....unlike my older children who were great at night Abigail does not sleep for long periods of time,if she goes more than two hours without waking up at night I count myself lucky and getting her back to sleep is a battle.....She is just one of those babies who doesn't seem to need a lot of sleep and getting her to go down quietly in her cot is very hard and more often than not i have given up and she has slept in our bed.........all this has led to some major sleep deprivation for me plus the fact I miss my children so much it physically hurts,yeah I chose to move but there it is.....anyways my health visitor came today and I was able to say how I feel some of which I don't want to put on here so if your struggling mentally baby or not don't be afraid to ask for help because there is always someone on here or out there to listen......Im still tired beyond belief and I feel like shit emotionally but I hope I will feel better soon
quite a few times over the past few weeks have gone to post something about this then just couldn't bring myself to do it mainly because didn't want to admit I had a problem......Abigail is an amazing baby and I love her dearly but I have and still am finding things very difficult.....unlike my older children who were great at night Abigail does not sleep for long periods of time,if she goes more than two hours without waking up at night I count myself lucky and getting her back to sleep is a battle.....She is just one of those babies who doesn't seem to need a lot of sleep and getting her to go down quietly in her cot is very hard and more often than not i have given up and she has slept in our bed.........all this has led to some major sleep deprivation for me plus the fact I miss my children so much it physically hurts,yeah I chose to move but there it is.....anyways my health visitor came today and I was able to say how I feel some of which I don't want to put on here so if your struggling mentally baby or not don't be afraid to ask for help because there is always someone on here or out there to listen......Im still tired beyond belief and I feel like shit emotionally but I hope I will feel better soon
all I want is to be more like me,less like you.....