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sleepless nights and days
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01/16/12
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quite a few times over the past few weeks have gone to post something about this then just couldn't bring myself to do it mainly because didn't want to admit I had a problem......Abigail is an amazing baby and I love her dearly but I have and still am finding things very difficult.....unlike my older children who were great at night Abigail does not sleep for long periods of time,if she goes more than two hours without waking up at night I count myself lucky and getting her back to sleep is a battle.....She is just one of those babies who doesn't seem to need a lot of sleep and getting her to go down quietly in her cot is very hard and more often than not i have given up and she has slept in our bed.........all this has led to some major sleep deprivation for me plus the fact I miss my children so much it physically hurts,yeah I chose to move but there it is.....anyways my health visitor came today and I was able to say how I feel some of which I don't want to put on here so if your struggling mentally baby or not don't be afraid to ask for help because there is always someone on here or out there to listen......Im still tired beyond belief and I feel like shit emotionally but I hope I will feel better soon
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11/22/11
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there's always going to be something you don't like about your friends but when someone makes racist comments under the guise of them being funny where do you draw the line? like the coward I am I ignored her comments on fb for a while but just had to confront the issue the other day when she persistently referred to someone as 'the asians' to which she said well they call me stuff too......but her derogatory comment the other day about is an actor from a soap opera a downs syndrome kid is just sickening to me......
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hey hey
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10/06/11
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after receiving a email from the always delightful mohawk thought I would update.......dont really have time or brainpower to come up with an interesting blog and would hate to be boring....anyways life with Abigail is good,shes such a delight to be with and is such a happy soul.....I Definitely count my blessings with her and let us not forget if not for gothicmatch I wouldnt have her....hope life is treating you all well and if any of you are fb buddies( hope you know who you are btw) feel free to look me up and you can see oodles of pics of Abigail looking progressively cuter by the day
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belated announcement
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06/19/11
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I am oh so proud to announce that on the tenth of June I gave birth to our beautiful daughter Abigail.....she is absolutely beautiful and is more than worth all the pains and stresses of pregnancy......we have had a fair few sleepless nights but Im sure she will settle down in time,thanks for all the messages of support throughout my pregnancy and indeed since I joined GM,if it wasnt for coming on this site I wouldnt have met my bf and I wouldnt have her......much baby love to ya all xxx
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come out come out wherever you are
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06/08/11
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well the end is in sight.....after a tense time at the hospital on monday were they thought the baby had turned round and was breech but thankfully not my due date is tomorrow.....if nothing has happened by monday Im going to be induced so make sure your glasses are charged with Absinthe and get ready to raise a glass to the newest gothy baby on the block.........
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work
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05/17/11
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yus I know I have to go on maternity but being at home doing nuthin is bad for me......but only 3 weeks till baba arrives all being well,the day of my birthday my friend was due to have a section but her baby was stillborn.......am so gutted for her and just cant get it out of my head,know I shouldnt dwell on it but when its 3am and I cant sleep its hard not to......anyways like teacher says must try harder.....to not think about it so as a distraction shopping for clothes is fun.....
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7 weeks to go
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04/16/11
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as the title says not long to go now..........started going to parenting classes which is funny and weird.........strange how much has changed since I had my older two and the things that were ok to do then are no no's now...................but my other two survived so think will follow my instincts as I did then............FYI these are not my new pets but would look good in my garden at christmas methinks
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outside influences
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03/07/11
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theres a lot of theories about what is happening to you when your pregnant can affect the baby inside you......my pregnancies with my two children were hard in some places good in others......their birthdad was unfaithful to the point of me reaching my breaking point which inevitably ended up with us splitting up several times....my children are so diffferent in many ways but so alike in others.......I wish with all my heart that things had been different but it is what it is......I wonder whether my son is so insular sometimes cos of how things were between us but he finally seems to be getting back on track fingers crossed......my daughter is such a outgoing person and has many friends that are there for her but I know that never knowing her birthdad affects her and I wish that I could have changed this with all my heart.......I guess Im just rambling here but this pregnancy has not been easy and I worry about how what has happened in my life right now re my dad getting weaker and my cousin dying.......stresses re my kids and other stuff will affect this one in the future.........
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response to htpn blog
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10/17/09
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this is in response to a post htpn put on a while ago about things that had happened if you had met someone from the internet
well I ummed and aahed bout posting this but upon telling my friend mike from here its seem wrong to not share it and give you all a laugh hopefully.....
I began talking to this guy from another website and it was just on a friend basis (as I was seeing someone from here at the time )but in all honesty he wasnt my type physically tho we connected in many ways re music,films etc.
I had seen his picture so I at least knew he wasnt a alien or something(apologies to any reading this lol)
anyway after splitting up with aforementioned person I decided to go and visit my friend and we were gonna go out in london...
well after travelling all day and not eating cos not a good traveller I gets there and he picks me up at the station....so its all good,we talking bout crap in good way and we pull up at this hotel,well my first thought was are we going to a resteraunt,I can hear you now,oh dudie how niave are you but it gets worse....I asked him why we were there and he said that he had been evicted but was paying for me to stay in hotel!!!!
to say I was gobsmacked is an understatement,I honestly didnt know what to say or do,I just wanted to go home,i couldnt believe as my socalled friend he didnt tell me,I would not have thought any the worse of him for,shit happens to anyone but to let me travel all that fucking way?what was he thinking?
so I did what anyone would do,I got absolutely as drunk as I have been for a long time hence giving up drinking.....
it was just so awkward that weekend and I felt as rough as anything and never have I missed home so much,anyway I got thru the weekend,highlight was his mate ringing to see if he'd got 'lucky' which I heard cos his mate was shouting down the phone,even if Id fancied him it would never have happened after being so deceitful...at the time it was horrendous but can laugh about it now so I wonder do I win award for the worst meeting up of someone from online?
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