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if you like early swans what should you be lisening
-splintered : (anything)
-of cabbage & kings : (anything)
-ritual tension : i live there
-akauzazte : ur gardenak , x ,azelberritan
-sch : during wartime, gentle art of fire
-glenn branca : seminal groups
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Francis Paul Wilson
2 Views          05/07/12
A friend of mine told me to see this movie call "the keep" that i never heard of.This were my entrie in Paul Wilson world of horror and sci-fi .All i knew first was it's were a movie by Micheal Mann but later on i learn it were P.W based story.
 
So i had to read the novel after seeing the movie and i order the book from a Bookstore,Maybe im gonna read the tomb, he seem an interresting author.Less know maybe not for americains.
 
Anyway as i seen  in "the keep" there is lots of hints that are Lovecraftians almost look like a worship done by P.W.
 
Any fan of him here ? any other recommend Novels same author  ?
 
p.s Why the hell did i never heard of him before and it's 2012,
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a paradox this is unreal!!
17 Views          04/15/12
As someone that said he a beleiver i am starting to think connect the dots
understand the unberrable.

The vidana in india old sankrit text about ufo technology.Holly christ when i heard how old this were,So spacecraft is ancient knowledge,Ok that one thing here is another.

Weapon warfare if i told you the atomic bomb was use way before our time.Among the country in if can recall they found radiation traces(in Pakistan) that were very ancient.

Ok there is something i dont get we heard often about ancient Egypt sometime of Babylon as advanced society but nothing like this.

unbeleivable this blew my mind.

are we advancing foreward or backward are both at the same time.Meaning there is lost technology that we are rediscovering today and in the past hundred years that got lost for thousands years.

The only thing i dont get is why ? this ain't ground braking news alien origin of humanity
jeez dont whant to have a Tom Cruise episode in scientology .

The thing
is there seem to be a hudge cover up,Each time you gonna ask someone about forgotten knowledge he will says bullshit this is rubbish.All the construction were man made no alien life or if you preffer alien god technology but they not gonna explain you how they did it.

The greatest man made monument is chinese great wall built by chinese hands.The pyramid the sphinx were made in a short perriod not what they said like 50 years.Give me a break during that time people did not live over 40 yrs.

But if you have any rational why dose a 6000 years sankrit text talks about ufo enginery
startling??

An the atom bomb were know to mens before ours time, einstein did not brought that up,He rediscover it by curiosity.

All this saying to me if someone told me they were computer and phone in ancient world
i would wonder ? wtf anything possible.
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How come women's are so sexy in the Netherlands
20 Views          04/05/12
I dont get it, the netherlands you have coffe shop and thee incredible women's all over the country(they most have a problem whit immigration).Are the womens all like this,here a picture of Anneke van Giersbergen (even if i dont like blond that mutch she is SEXY and anyway she is a natural ginger).For those who dont know , she is a pop singer but she also sing in gothic band like the gathering and she sang for Moonspell few timeé
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who is Michael Tsarion ?
19 Views          03/30/12
Im interrested in so called crack pot or conspiracy theorists.
Most are boring but Michael Tsarion seem interestiing enought.

Me wondering if you gals & guys know this character more than i.
From what i saw of him on youtube he seem calm well spoken not
a crzy mason.

Tell me what you think another crack pot or someone whit something to say
and a version of reality?

Maybe an americain can answer this one, anyone been to is seminar?
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old testament is kosher?
14 Views          03/16/12
I bough a bible because all that teach to us in class were new testament they never mention
old testament.You learn of the bible old testament era in movie not in school.

Me wondering if the old testament is a jewish thing?

I read quite some page until it were about adam or someone being lead to circonsision by god.
Than a tough came trough my mind, am i reading a christian thing or having my barmitsva
next week.

Then from source read talmud more important than old testament than the book of splendor the zohar.

See jews are turn off by the bible seem to like other "book of knowledge" or "story telling".
This is not a critic of any sort or racist attack in any way.

Leading me to wonder if i should skip the old testament it seem to concern jews and jews only.

Yah someone told me on religion that christianism is a jewish feery tale.And jesus was a jew.

But why is there judaism and christianism seen as two different entity..
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tourmaline is awesome
20 Views          03/07/12
I slept whit two rough piece of tourmaline on pink on were green on a quartz matrice.
It defenenatly rejuvenated your system.

After two night in a row of peace and quiet,,,

I can only recommended to people starting litho.
especially in the morning waking up feeling had a good sleep.
That i heal during the night, mentally/physically.

Dont underestimate the power of tourmaline, when i bought it
Weren't sold entirely on it's virtues.

Jeez make me wonder about other variant like blue and green tourmaline, what about them?
That Charme stone define what is exactly a healing stone IS

If you sleep only to feel more weak, you want a good night sleep, try this out!
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Longevity and herbs, herbalist?
6 Views          03/05/12
Remenber something in the bible in the early days the patriach living 900 years (matusalem).
Know highlander people that can't die and live forever for a reason.

Im not talking about extreme longevity not people 125 years.What about the case of the chinese herbalist Li ching Yuen and probably karate master better than chuck norris.The guy is said to have live 256 years,very hard to beleive.

As a curiosity i wear wondering what kind of herbs he use,this is my one million dollars question.Regardless of aknowledging the guy did live that old,

If you live that long your healt is perfect.

Living that long but in good health, please give me hint if you know more, as i experiment
a bit whit traditional herbs,Take for instance fresh leaves of minth that i either eat or make a natural tea and ad sauge(that i like very mutch).

Feel better no more stomach ache upset stomacht dijestion.So this meant to me , i on to something here,

Sure there is vitamine made of some herbs(herbal extrac) what about ginsen stuff like this experiemental tea /tisane.

Had to mention of a past tea mix a made double minth
minth tisane plus peppermint tea,Notable effect
- i felt relaxe
- i breathe better/more oxygene something that a smoker like me can feel

like anyone whit a very good knowledge of herbs to share is secret experiment.
Did i ever told you after a sauge tea ,kinda cleanse you and is meditative(purpose),

Any good herbalist here whit a hudge knowledge in the mather , please share ?
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Star wars paradox 2
14 Views          03/02/12
Remenber when i said in a blog Darth vador was a muslim
Well it's a muslim story to foretold the future.

You see Luke who is moderate musli, working in a interstellar federation(whit other religious /atheist) is a moderate muslim but he dont know until he face Darth who is radical islam (is father) and he as "idée de grandeur"

You still dont beleive me, than what about the turkish star wars(a movie) yep
sure someone see this LOL

But let not mix turks whit muslim . had to rent about seeing this so what i'm getting is moderate islam most defeat radical islam, beside turksploitation.

As bonus for reading this you get this picture taken in a party somewhere

Hoping you enjoy reading me
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lesson
6 Views          01/23/12
Temperance

Dont lose control and stay calm take it as a pinch of sel.
Beware who run the ship when you overeact when your overwhelmed.

The wicked polarized negativity,anger..
This is easy to feel, intuition dont lie

Lesser demon does rotation circulating your
mind/spirit.In other words they affect your
whiteout you noticing it.

Be more conscious of your soul, sometime it a demon imitating your voice but it ain't you trust me i know.

What is the purpose pray on us when we feel bad, angry, depress(when we are weaks).Maybe this is were the lisen to your heart come from because sometime your can trust your mind/soul/spirit call it whatever you whant.

How about it...
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another hoax to debunk?
10 Views          01/13/12
This one can easily be found on youtube or whatever.
It about a hole dig in Siberia(russia)in the 1980 they recorced
sound from hell?

But is it really hell what is below really.Than i have to vision about what is called aghartha.But heard the thing both recording
on whit the distortion/static and one clear.

Seem like the perfect plot for a horror movie.But the question still remain if you beleive in hell is it beneath or in another dimension below.This could be christian propaganda to scare the unbeleiver or something ?
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Pendulum
8 Views          01/09/12
i have both a merkaba quartz pendulum craft whit: cornelian, lapis-lazuli, jaspe, amethyste, turquoise.

Does it work? yah totally !!

I tried it on my gemstones the results were astonishing.Why do i need a pendulum for? to mesure my gemstone vibration/energy.

The pendulum can answer short question(yes/no) so i know it work, this is amazing.Anyone else here work whit a pendulum, love these.
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what the hell is EMF
19 Views          12/10/11
I realized early in life there were a struggle aganist good and bad guys.
My path was ordinary until i was chosen as a warrior of light.
Did not realized was kind of weapon bad guys ad.

Magnetical, micrawaves all sort of warfare to weaken you body.When you know to mutch about bad guys?

What trigger something about EMF that i could beleive a video that said elf/emf effect cause skin itching and weakness in your neck/back erea making you sleepy.Among other thing cardiac-vascular
trouble for no reason.This happen to me lately...

Holy mothers of hell now i understand why all this shit happen to me.The bads guys use warfare arsenal because i was talkings too mutch "like i were the black sheep".

You dont beleive me ? this is the army they have been doeing this(experiments)since ever.

There using internet and television in order to spread this electro-magnetic and microwaves pollution.This is where you tax money get handy to arm you.Notice after 2 hours of tv you feel sleepy?

They want us weaken or stupid the more the better i call this satanic.
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italian cookies
9 Views          12/11/11
I have this hudge box that i bought for a steal
O man i love those cookies.

The brand is Vincenzi the cookie are called Mimi voglie
I did not knew italians were a "force majeure" in the art of biscuit.

If a gurl would bake me cookies like these i would marry her.
There are better than the danish bran that i got use to.

They are sooo good got to hide them from visitor by the way, the precious is mine PRECIOUS!!!!

LOL
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down to basic but still worth it
7 Views          11/30/11
I got a book by Edgar allan Poe "histoires extraordinaires"
or Spirits of the dead.Ockay i know some will think this guy
overated.

But to be honest i'havent been familiar whit is writhings or
anything.I'm not posing are pretending i found out something hidden(cryptic shit) that anybody had found.

This cost me roughly 3$ use like new a steal.

What strange is i recall as a youth been bored to death
reading this author?

So i can explain what drawn me to by this book.Maybe a quiet whispering in my head nothing more??

It's could have been a ghost, a lone shadow god know.

The purpose of my intervention here is lisen to your inner voices.
Dont stigmatized your self as insane if you hear some voices.

Ok if your here voice 24/7 you have a problem here.

No i am talking of whispering or subtil voices.And beside if your smart you will know if this is bull-s or truth basically.

In my belief i trully beleive dead soul can guide you or inspired you in any way.

Maybe there is a bridge between the world of the livings and the deads.

How about it???
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psychic vampire or psy vampire
15 Views          10/28/11
We all know the classic blood drinking vampire(i.e Bram Stoker dracula).But the type of vampire that i'm talking wright now feed/drain??
on your ENERGY.

So i know this guy, each time he would visit he would drain my
energy.Talking about is theory that lead no were only non-sense
ment to make you braindead after is visit.Each time he would leave
i would feel braindead and very tired for days.

I ask some folks into new age movement about stone/gemstone/crystal
to prevent psy vampirism.They show me 2 perticular stone to prevent
any psy vampirism.

-tiger eye's
-peridot

Beside these two stone i read about the ruby being effective for that mather.So i had two ruby in my pocket a peridot and in silver necklace i had the tiger eye's.

He try is vampirism talking non-sense trying to weaken my
"mental energy".Guess what ? it' fail, after 30/45 minutes
He seem frustrated, he bang is head very strongly on my kitchen table six or seven time.

He seem angry because he use to steal my energy once a month
fairly easy but now realized he can't anymore.You have a problem whit a psy vampire try these stone i mention.The tiger eye's is really effective.

Have a nice days folks
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lacoste sunglass and what is my gothic look
17 Views          11/04/11
Tomorrow i am being a good pair of sunglasse, harry potter style.
Because the way i dress i can't wear cheap sunglasse.I would look stupid..

They are very nice indeed...

My past sunglasses look stupid because they were cheaps and i dont wear them anymore.

But look nice have a price 135$ holy cow!!
for stupid sunglass.I hope they are solid built and dont brake easy.

Looking good as a price, next time i will by myself a decent black suit.I Dress kinda conservative(you know) black hat, suspenders and leather coat.

But no tie/bow tie i hate these and i will wear a pair of black nike
(nike air flight) for a long time.When they wear off and are old i will by another pair.Because nike sport shoes are confortable and they look good.

I'm conscious people here may dress better more goth victorian designer shit.But you no i dont have a job this is the best effort
i can make about fashion.Even if some people here think i dont know how to dress propper are the i'm fashion victim.This is my best...
And beleive it or not i like what i wear.

I wonder what womens think here about fashion.They sure notice more than us hetero sexual man, women like homosexual man are fashion aware they are extremly cautious of what they wear(dont they??).
Since i'm not a woman or a gay man it's normal i lack in the fashionable or the trendy.

Seem like goth here may have doupt if i'm got or not.Well guess by yourself i mostly dress in black.I hope you like reading this.

signed Van Helsing aka camo
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the best way to die is laughter
11 Views          10/25/11
Before i douted about one dying of laughter,had to look in wikipedia about the facts.

Look what i found...

alex mitchel died laughting while watching the "kung fu kapers" episode of the goodie.

the other make me smile because i love that movie(very funny)

In 1989 a danish audiologist died watching the movie "a fish called wanda"
His heart were estimated to have beaten between 250-500 beats per minutes.

this is for new death by uncontrollable laughter(dut?).What about old one.They are funny as hell check this ..

in the third century B.C Chrysippus, the greek stoic philosopher died of laughter after giving is donkey wine, then seeing it attempt
to feed on figs.

My favorite is probably this one..

Thomas Urquhart, the scottish aristocrat,polymath and first translator of Rabelais into english, is said to have died laughting
upon hearing that Charles 2 had taken the throne.

jeez that Charles 2 most had been so riddiculeous
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the greaters god
49 Views          09/22/11
How do you recognised a god (regardless of the one you beleive in)

He is omnipresent
He is omnipotent
He is omniscient

Yah these 3 things sum it all...
Does'it??
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Looking for my ideal woman
20 Views          10/04/11
Sexy witch into new-age and whitchcraft(white mage),she love gemstone stone.She like the four elements earth wind fire water.

She most make me laught but she know when i mean serious...
know i'm like a jester and a king all in one.That i am king whiteout a kingdom but the crown still on my head.

She hate pork chops like me but enjoy bacon
She think hockey is totally gay.
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thank you G.M for putting up whit me
22 Views          10/09/11
The title says it all after all those years.
You most all be good people in a way class act
i would says.

Perhaps people show respect and i notice this
can't be bad thing.I hate when i lose my temper
and become rude.I hate my moods swing...

And

i'm a creeep i'm a wierdoooo what the hell am i doeing here
i dont belong hereee

No dont panic i was just having some fun here ...

What about gothic match ??
Well you guy dont get on my nerves
I seen very worst forum that i got banned for defending
myself ain't that a legitimate rights??

You know i am kindy creepy/freaky or plain odd.But it dont mather Because i like to think you seen worst.I feel releive in a way.

So thanks you gals and guys at G.M
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