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Lack of literacy and communication skills sickening
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04/28/12
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Just that. Can't take it no more gotta talk like all the other mofo dumbshits. LOL OMG WTF and all those acroynyms make me want to puke. Dang! I see posters on the internet, have had job applicants, and dealt with suppliers (well, no so much because they can't communicate) who can't only not spell, not phrase an inteligible sentence, but also can't speak! Literacy is so important.
The wind storm we had last night was freaky. It made me think of a vison. You know all of the young people seem to be looking forward to a zombie apocalypse? Well those zombies have nothing on the wind. So I laughed thinking of a "Robot Chicken" expisode or "Southpark" with the zombies coming but the wind just blows them away. Ha, ha, ha!!!
CHeck out this skirt and top I made for fashion week. I promised them 40 pieces and ended up putting in 82!!! With all of the photographers you'd think I'd get some of their pictures. Oh well, I guess I'll have to hit them up.
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On getting chopped up..
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03/29/12
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New doctor wants to biopsy my thyroid. It's functioning fine, I just have a growth. Yeah! Goiter is so fun. But yet, it's not very noticable, but it does hurt. So I get whole bunches of bills and all my life will be consumed up soon with this crapoliciousness. But, that's ok. If I have to go into the meat grinder I suppose I can "moo" like the rest of them. Did I mention that I really am not grandious, I am just better, f**kers. Actually, yes. I can prove it over and over again. But still I get this sound agitation. Why do they have to keep up the dickless wonder thing? You don't need a dick anyway. Oh well maybe I will be saved from the pain and suffering of watching those stinky monkeys and God will take me up on the operating table. Dang! No such luck. Really, death is a REPRIEVE. Actually, yes, it totally is. But, hey, I'm not done yet. I sure just hope I am not made to suffer too long. Wish me grace and kindness so I don't have to turn into a Hilter. But awww, you're agony is gorgeous! Oh check my tube on, my lovelies! Dang fashion week is coming in 3 weeks! Farfegnugen!
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Only the dead's hair grows this fast.
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02/04/12
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Jack Frost frosted my hair for Christmas. Permagoth hair style?
I just turned 46 and am embracing the gray streaks because they look very cool. I just got my hair trimmed and the Barber said I should not dye the gray, pulling the streaks out. It is sooo long for only two years of growth. My nails and hair have always grown so fast!I've been playing guitar and piano with my free time more and more. SO, the nails have to be kept short. I do think of all you guyz frequently. Anybody hear the two cello's guys? My son brought that home a few months ago and I love it. Had our Burn's Night celbration last Saturday. Tim and Seth butchered the sheep. Somewhere out there there should be a video of them and Forest dancing with me singing(ish) "The CAmpbell's are Coming". I hate FB and rarely look at it anymore. Especially since a lot of the industry people friend you and you've got these messed up scripts and such. I have a website for my biz, but was thinking of starting a personal one. I got pissed at my half sister for posting all this stupid PETA stuff on FB so retailliated with "STFU" and posted a picture of an aborted fetus with the head chopped off. Sorry about that. I can't stand stupid ridiculous hypocritical idiotic hipster behavior. But she texted me happy birthday anyway. My older sister still haven't talked to her since last April. Went out and saved her daughter from Chicago to live with my Mom a couple of towns South of us. She's struggling. I believe she's a paranoid schizo. He Mom has borderline personality disorder at best and a soulless possesed sociopath at worst. My younger sister is on the 4 year plan to remove dherself from her husband and still as self absorbed and ADHD as ever. My mom got a pacemaker put in the same day I left to get my niece (who just turned 29, btw) so at least we had a nice gathering for the holidays, but Mom has had 3 dealios with the maker since, so it was good she got it otherwise she would've had heart attacks. My son is working at Taco Bell and paying me rent. My husband and I are both so busy we don't have much time together to get it on as much as I'd like, nor do other fun activities as well, so the Burn's Nite party was fun. My birthday was nice. I am actually home alone and couldn't face work today nor yersterday. Fores will be home soon and Tim won't be home until probably 2 or later from his gig. I like being alone at home for once. Nice! Hope all are well and good. And remember, be patient...death will come soon enough.
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What is, "The Sexy Man"?
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11/20/11
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The sexy man works really hard. He is not lazy. He never shys away from work. He cooks for you and cleans up too. He goes outside and chops wood, builds a home, an engine, and never leaves a mess. A sexy man take care of the women and children around him, helps others whenever he can, and looks into your eyes when he makes love to you. The sexy man knows how to kiss softly and gently or firm and wet and knows when to do each. Anyone have anything to add to "The Sexy Man" list?
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Happy Birthday to Gothic Match!
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10/12/11
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I would totally take on all those boys if they weren't so young, uh, boys. At least 26 and up and you're good. How about everyone over 35 come to my house and have a gothic orgy? I am having way too much fun, I hope this site never leaves. You guys understand'n' the simple seriousness and lightheartedness of freakery like it's normal and I so appreciate it. Love and peace and eat the rest.
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Boom Cars and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder: Help!?
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10/12/11
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My day off. Was having a lovely time working doing laundry, cleaning, etc. Boom Boom Bastards gotta make me kille them. Call the cops. Nothing done. Rude fucks. They never gave a ticket in 8 years. Even last night when some dude in a red sports car blasted his stearo so loud he woek up the neighborhood. My husband went over and asked him to consider other people. If I would've gone over there I would have murdered him with my bear hands. I keep pleadding for th ecops to protect me. They don't get it. They haven't always been as busy as they have been lately so no excuses. It's been nuts in our town lately. Sirens every hour for two weeks. They don't get that if I kill or hurt one of these people then I have to go to court and stand trial which is not protecting ME because I have PTSD and can't be held responsible for hurting them if I can't stand the raping anymore. Rapists. All rapists. And not like you think...with my "disorder" I really believe they are rapists. I must kill yea. Or run, run away way far away. I was in the mountains last night. Why are people afriad of the dark and wild animals? Because they are wussies and dumb as doornails. Kill 'em all. Fucking Metallica! Anyhow..whilst someone help me calm down? I will try a beer (mmm I fgot the first batch of the Alaskan with Spruce tips) and a smoke. I thought I was almost ready to give up cigarettes. No way man, it's my Zoloft. I am a fucking freak. I wish I could stop this sound sensitivity because people are just needing to feel their penises with the bass because they have no libido and God forbid they cant move their monkeys, like they couldn't fucking learn how to carress and lick a woman. Rant tant rrrrrransan Ahhh. I am so fucking awsome!
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Polyandry
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10/03/11
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I still believe this is probably the best idea ever. Your men will never disappoint you, laziness won't exist because the husbands will be in constant competition. You'll have plenty of support for the children and plenty of snack on for supper. The men won't feel so overwhelmed that they have to be everything. Maybe one day we will evolve into this proper form of marriage. How long are women going to continue to consider themselves incapable of suffering more than one insufferable man? It just needs to be changed up. THen they will all be perfect princes! Then they will all be enjoyed. Let's face it ladies, it's too much for one man to have all of that stress and pressure. And lets face it guys, you're just too lazy and much to self absorbed and fragile to really satisfy a woman's needs and make her happy. It is possible, but you have to be open to taking her direction and humble enough to take her command. Oddly enough these guys are considered P**sy whipped and are still not happy because they can never do anything right. Well, guess what? You can never ever do anything right when it comes to a woman's standards. Ever. You will loose. Why? Because you don't want to do it. So you don't do it. If your fellow husbands can do it better, you can let them, and you can do what you do better. Let's face it, men care much more about what their fellow men think of them then what women or even one woman thinks of them. (I.E. "All Men are Emotional Faggots"). I really am not putting anyone down, just suggesting a new societal norm that would benefit all mankind. Please think and comment on this.
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Prom..eat your heart out!
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09/06/11
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Took a vacation from the shop last week and had a garage sale. Watched TV and movies and did stuff around the house. Had a most romantic dance with Tim on Saturday night. It was so nice. We had put our foreheads together, kissed, embraced and waved around. I know it sounds corney, but we were both moved so much. He said it was the dance he always hoped for. Me too. I really feel I have lived. When it' time for me to go I will have some nice pictures to take with me.
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How to turn Love into Hate and why I hate people.
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08/22/11
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Block, blow off, cut in line, refuse my turn. Wipe your fingers. Piss all over the place. Lie, cheat and steal from me. Use me up and toss me in the trash.
(Jeeeze you really gotta work hard. Wouldn't you rather just be in the love? It's less effort.)
I figured out up in Rocky Mountain National Park yesterday why I get so annoyed at the dumb monkeys. If I watch animals squaking and flailing and making a fuss, taking a crap, giving birth, etc. it doesn't bother me. I am just watching "nature". But looking upon humans acting like animals irritates me because I expect that humans will act better. So when they don't, it's a letdown. I really expect you to be better than you think you can be. "Really? Really? That's what you'll settle for, really?"
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Punk zombie bride & do you dress goth? Comment with pics.
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06/27/11
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Check out my zombie punk white wedding dress. The model loved this dress so much. What do you think? Should a make more of them? What would be your fantasy outfit that you'd actually wear in public? Do you still dress punk/goth/new wave or even emo or steampunk? Do you only dress at conventions, venues, parties and clubs or do you dress every day? I mix it up constantly. Today wearing black shorts with a mans' white tuxedo shirt and black elevator thongs with studs. My hair is au naturale with my grey wings flying.
I was going to try to do a daily picture album to document my wild way of dressing but I just am not into taking a lot of pictures of myself. I think you have to be ridiculously vain to be able to do that. I'd forget and just don't have the time. Maybe one of you who dresses and is vain enough will do it. Let me know.
Wicked cool suede pants this guy brought in. I would like to copy them in black leather. Very David Lee Roth-age.
I am going to have to produce a crapload of stuff for the corn roast festival and I am TWO WEEKS OUT ON MY RACK! GOtta GO, MAN!!!
Post your main way of dressing on this blog with pictures if possible. I would really like to see what your favorite pants are and such. The Goth crowd around here is probably very different than yours.
Rest in Peace tonight my Lovelies!
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Another fashion show and drinking on my one day off!
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06/27/11
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Byron Fear invited me to do a local fashion show and just left. He is very excited to put my stuff in the show and have me make a couple of custom swim suits. He needs more male models, dangit! I wonder if any local dudes want to model. I know many of you would probably go for it, especially in a custom get up done by me. (You'd look so sexy you couldn't NOT strut, bwaybay!)
Anyways, crazy summer days. Even though I am in the aircon', I am still droopy. I had 3 drinks last night and it buzzed me out! I sat in the hottub (no,no, it's only 96-98F') for like two hours, all drunk and almost fell asleep! Dangerous living, huh? Then my son came out, very upset. If we don't want him downloading Xbox on our network, then he has to respect that. My husband was against what he was doing there, but I had logged him in. I knew he bought the game, but one of our friends told us that he could be doing illegal downloads too, so that it's quite risky. Of course, it helps when your son respects you and tells you exactly what he's doing. Dang it! So sick of the conflicts. Teenagers! Oh well, he'll find his way. But, hopefully won't screw us over in the process.
But hey! at least he got a job of sorts, selling Kirby's door to door. He was told he'll be getting a salary in addition to commision. My bummer negative ninny neighbor told me she worked for the exact same outfit for two months, made two sales, and never was paid a penny. She also said the "free" machine she earned wasn't really for her to keep and they demanded it back. That sucks, but I am not going to say anything negative to the Fur-man. Learning sales will help him. Even if it turns out to be crud.
Check out this pic of Nola in the all paper dress I designed for the paper fashion show in Denver last March. It's all paper you guys, except the shoes under the spats.
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Why did I get married? I want to believe in love.
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19 Views
03/03/11
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Because no matter how smart I think I am, I am still stupidly trying to do what's "right" when what I really wanted was a harem of men, or a would that be a marem? Oh yes, women aren't supposed to do that. F**k that. Anyhow, at least my husband has stepped it up. I still don't know if I can do this or not, but I sure am trying. At least I am faithful so he can trust me. Why can't men just do the dualing penis thing anyway? I hear so many other say that dating is exausting, who haven't dated in a long time. So what do they know? Dating was easier for me by far soooooo much! Being married you have to deal with all of the burdens all of the time. You can't be at your best for that person anymore because they need constant attention and consideration so you don't have anything left for yourself. Just like a baby. And what you think was such a great match becomes a burden. Not because you don't care but because you get so tierd you start to forget how to communicate with that person. Then when you have something that you wanted to say a year ago, you found you still haven't said because you don't want them to get mad and not love you anymore. Ahhhhhh,that's it! I really don't believe anyone, man or woman, really loves me or has ever loved me. I don't believe in love no matter how much I want to. No matter how important it is to me and how I give it out and seek it and keep loving those who just forget about me. (Running on.)...I want to, but even a new friend of mine has suddenly dropped off and doesn't respond to me. I don't care how busy I get I have always been the best pal anyone could ever have. I keep in touch. I even keep in touch here because of my loved ones on this site. I think I should give up sometimes, but then life would not be worth living. I hope I can believe in love someday. It would make me so much more happy. Rest in Peace my Lovelies!
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Paper clothes?
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03/03/11
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I was invited to head up the local Cultural Art Society's entry for the Denver Paper Fashion Show, so I have been ridiculously busy! So we are to make a get up out of paper. SO I have 5 different designs, got a team together we morphed a few of them together and came up with our design, colors, and quantities needed so I placed the order today. What fun this is! I made a paper tape dummy out of our 17 year old model. I sure hope we can teach her how to catwalk. She has a great figure for Victorian clothing so we are doing a short in front long in back skirt made of pieces cut out shaped like toe-pinchers (coffins) oragami butterflys and cut leaves floting inside, a creased and pieced bodice that is corset like, a hat with paper feathers, a parasol, gauntlets and spats, all embelished with molded and fabricated paper decorations. It is going to be so cool, but I am doing so much of the work. I am the main designer and lead. But that is cool because I have a great group and I am a good leader and communicator. I have no problem taking control. Wish us luck! I am out to win! Paper should be here early next week adn then it's mad fabrication time!
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2011 must rock! It's snowed over my car. My Hubber Loves me.
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12/30/10
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Why does the goth internet radio always skip? Their stream sucks. 2010 rotted. 2011 has to be better!!
I am still at the shop looking at my car out there thinking about cleaning the snow off and getting all cold, and then having to try to get out of the parking lot. THe landlord is a lazy lousy a** and maybe if he wanted his rent he'd maintain the lot so I could have some customers who don't have 4wd? I don't have 4WD and I dread getting stuck...just like last year.
Soooo..my hubber figured it out all by himself. He said, "I want to get off the bottle." Good for him! He asked for my help. Maybe Taoism somehow equals sainthood? No, It's just not my problem.
I am not one who denies requests, and I do love the dude, so of course I will try to help any way I can. It's nice that I know he really does love me more than the bottle, and I didn't even have to ask. I won't tell him what to do, all I can do is stick by what is good for me. I still won't tell him not to drink. It's obvious he knows that I was about to ask for a divorce yesterday morning because he stopped me and pleaded "No, Please no." I have since told him that am not willing to watch him (pickle) destroy himself (to death). Has made for some freakshow nighmares though.
This was the year of the nightmare for me. Now 2011 will be the year that I am the bitch who gets what she wants. I will be treated the way I deserve by everyone, including me. I don't care what anyone thinks about me. Any man would give up his entire package for me, they'd like to have me actually be the one who takes them out as well! Shoot! This is including my husband, so I might as well ask for it.Don't I look relieved? A little freaked out maybe, but relieved.
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