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The pieces of me
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15 Views
03/06/10
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The pieces of me
The pieces of me
are begining to fall
making no sound
as they hit the ground.
I´m broken
and no-one notices
I´m dead
but I keep breathing.
Lost inside
the black maze
stumbling
as I get nowhere.
Tiny pieces
that make
a great mask
in which to hide.
I´m false
I´m a fraud
I´m a fake
can you really tell?
The pieces of me
are begining to fall
making no sound
as they hit the ground.
In the middle of the night
I let a tear fall
the day facade
comes to rest.
But the real me
just hides
underneath
another tale.
Can´t see light
can´t see dark
just playing around
begging to never be found.
But...
The pieces of me
are begining to fall
making no sound
as the hit the ground
Who will notice,
Who will see
the lonely soul
that hides undernearth?
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18 Views
03/03/10
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Staring at the darkness
Waiting to see
Waiting to feel
Letting the darkness take me
Consume by the confusion
My soul is lost
In the emptiness inside me
As I walk through my maze
Crimson flowers rise
I see nothing
But the red and black
Walking around
I stumble as I fall
The air rushing in my ears
My eyes tearing
I´m lost
In the emptiness inside me
Free fall,
One ticket ride
And I´m forever lost
As the wind hits my face
As i fall down the maze
I await death.
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Jeez my life is such a mess!!!
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21 Views
02/26/10
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After feeling lonely for so long I started role playing by post, again...there I met a guy, we started role playing together, and soon we became friends...my life was better, I had someone to talk to, to laugh with...and my ex couldn´t mess with it cuz it was online...
but things began to change...I´m starting to feel something for this guy...trouble is that he is stuck in Florida while I´m stuck in Argentina...and I´m not sure that I can move back to the states now that I have a kid...
Jeez!!! Why my life keeps getting messier and messier with time?!?!
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I need some help to help myself
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60 Views
02/04/10
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everyday my life gets messier, i can´t find peace...can´t find a place where i belong...i´m sinking so freaking deeply that maybe a day i will just realice i´ve died, and didn´t even notice... i feel so empty, so alone...yet i have people around me, yet i can still function, but for how long?, how long will it take for me to die, to cease existing? and yet i know deep inside me that i won´t give up, i just can´t is not in my nature, plus I have a son...i just can´t think only about myself...not now...well, i never thought about myself...everyone comes before me...that´s just how i´m...
but now, i can´t find the streght to keep fighting...to keep looking...
i´m falling...my essence is dieing....
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Storm
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21 Views
02/03/10
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Under the veil of the night I dive
Looking at each place for heart that beats to my rhythm
Looking for a companion for my loneliness
In the rain walking to nowhere
Its drops falling furiously on my skin
I see you in the shadows
But it´s only the desire of this sad lonely heart
Just a longing
An illusion ...
Like every dawn
I assemble in my head to achieve sleep
Illusions where my loneliness is not such a terrible burden
But here I am again
Alone under the immensity of the night
The storm lashing my body
And in her I encounter ease
but my soul is still immersed
in this sinister loneliness
that imprisons me
and little by little it´s ending my being.
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bored, alone and sick of it!!!!
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44 Views
01/29/10
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I´m just so sick of this freaking town, I´m all alone, haven´t seen a goth here in all my life, and it´s not a small town, it´s the second biggest turistic city of the country!!!!! and yet, I´m bored...i can find anything nice and fun to do, nor someone to do it with. I have some friends, normal kind of people, who doesnt understand me, or think i´m too wierd, or just look at me in amazement, can see why!!!! I dress in a completely ordinary way, that´s starting to bother me...but if you are a teacher in this freaking town and want or need a job you cant be dressing like a goth...so it sucks...
the worst part is, i´ve seen a different life, ok i lived in miami, not the better place to find goth, but at least there were goth!!!
over here i can´t even find a wanna-be!!!!
this situation is killing me, and i don´t see a way out...
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NIGHTFALL
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26 Views
01/20/10
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NIGHTFALL
And while the night is coming
I find myself immersed again in the loneliness that has accompanied me
Since I can remember
When I felt her embrace my soul releases the melancholy
That the sun has repressed
The mask cracks
And my true self emerges
Welcoming the darkness that sets me free
My senses are saturated with the overwhelmed feeling that inhabits my days
By nightfall I'm liberated
From the bonds imposed upon me by the light
The gelid air entering my lungs awakens me
My soul is so anxious to be released
So happy is my mind to leave its mask,
That binds my being every morning
Welcome, darkness, to my soul
Because only with you I recognize myself
Since I carry your brand
Etched
On my soul
And so, once awake
I plunge into the peace that the dark night brings.
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Alone
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28 Views
01/20/10
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ALONE
In my soul
A great sadness floods
Only tears
Only doubt
In an eerie silence
Only my fears are
True to the angel that never leaves me
Alone
In the silence
Alone
With the angel of solitude
Alone
In a dark corridor my life is defined
And I don´t know where my soul will remain
Maybe I'll fall
And alone
The doubt will consume me
And alone
With my angel, yet alone
I´ll cry
To calm the hell
That my life came to be,
To vent all my failed attempts
To get you to love me,
And alone
With my angel
But alone
All alone
I will die.
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Magical box
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16 Views
01/20/10
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MAGICAL BOX
The black night
The horror within it
The last day,
The las moment.
Crying inside,
Screaming out loud,
Can you hear what i say?
Can you understand what that means?
Have you ever seen,
The horror within my magicla box?
Do you understand pain?
Do you believe in fear?
Crying inside,
Breaking apart,
Always knowing...
The horror within my magical box
The black night
Came to fast,
Before you could see
The horror within my magicla box.
Crazy day in my mind
Open my box
And it sneaked out,
The horror withit my magical box.
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The darkness of my life
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34 Views
01/20/10
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The darkness of my life.
At the moment the day turn into night
When darkness embraced me
The words flowed from my hands once again.
At the moment I accepted my sadness
When my angel came back to me
My soul returns, my happiness spreads.
It is impossible to deny the darkness in my life,
She reigns my soul, she inhabits my days,
Being away, having her denied
had turned me wordless.
Today I´m back today I am yours,
And in her arms she welcomes me,
And my poetry has returned.
I been denying myself,
That my darkness was what I needed.
You may not have believed
That my life she completed
She watched my dreams
Today I'm back, I accepted
That without darkness
There will be no happiness.
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gente gótica en cordoba capital???? (Arg.)
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29 Views
01/18/10
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gente, sera posible que no encuentre góticos en Cba., o sea, entiendo que en Carlos Paz no haya gente gótica por ser una pueblo que se las da de "cuidad turística" y que se yo... pero please!!!! si hay un gótic@ por algún lado, cerca de cba avisen!!!! porq sino me voy a morir esta temporada en carlos paz!!!!
Ángel de la soledad...viajando hacia donde habita el dolor...
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LA OSCURIDAD DE MI VIDA
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17 Views
01/08/10
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La oscuridad de mi vida.
En el momento en el que el día se hizo noche
En que las tinieblas me abrazaron
Las palabras fluyeron otra vez de mis manos.
En el momento en que acepte mi tristeza
En que mi ángel volvió a mi vida
Mi alma retorna, mi felicidad se extiende.
Es imposible negar la oscuridad en mi vida,
Ella reina en mi alma, ella habita mis días,
Haberme alejado, haberla negado
Sin mis palabras me había dejado.
Hoy he vuelto, hoy soy suya,
Y en sus brazos me recibe,
Y mis versos ha devuelto.
A mi misma negaba,
Que era mi oscuridad lo que necesitaba.
Es posible no haber creído
Que a mi vida ella completaba
Que mis sueños ella velaba
Hoy he vuelto, he aceptado
Que sin oscuridad
No habrá felicidad.
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HURT ME
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40 Views
01/08/10
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HURT ME
Tell me you will never love me
Tell me you don´t want me
Hurt me beyond repair
Hurt me...
But don´t pick up my pieces.
If I´m to live as if you don´t exist,
Then hurt me
I don´t wish to dream
Hurt me worse than before
And don´t answer to my call
´cuz we will always live in
Parallel universes.
Two souls trapt so near
But really, really far...
So please, hurt me
And feel free of me.
I´m tired to be the dreamer.
So, hurt me,
But do it deeply
So I can´t love you still.
(7/10/09)
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